Saturday, 11 February 2012

11th February 2012

It's been a while since my last blogpost and I'm sorry.
Life has taken a turn that has left me lost and confused. For weeks I've been trapped in a hole struggling to work out what to do how I can make things right. Breakups are tough and when they come out of nowhere you find yourself in shock, in denial, and helpless. Everything you wanted, everything you had, just disappears in an instant and you dont know what to do.




My blogging has suffered quite alot from this event and right now I'm still wondering whether I should share my turmoil either here or on another blog page...


Since the breakup I've been struggling with all the thoughts that are running through my head, all the things in my head that just wouldn't go away. Once it all started to get a bit too much I decided to start writing them down. Well long story short my inner ramblings are now filling up my notebook and maybe sharing them will make it easier.


I've always tried to keep my blogs full of sunshine and I wanted to spread goodness online but maybe sharing my thoughts will help others to feel like their not alone in their struggles.


Well hopefull I will keep you all updated as to where I may or may not blog my inner thoughts.

Saturday, 7 January 2012

7th January 2012

I just wanted to point out that the ink is still wet on this diary entry.






Lots of love

MLP

6th January 2012




Lots of love

MLP

5th January 2012




Lots of love

MLP

4th January 2012





Lots of love


MLP

3rd January 2012




Lots of love

MLP

2nd January 2012





Lots of love


MLP

1st January 2012




Lots of love

MLP

December 31st 2011

Okay so I've decided to stick to my original idea of taking pictures of my diary entries and uploading them. I kinda like thepersonal touch of having it in my handwriting....

So here is my diary entry for new years eve...






Lots of love


MLP

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

A big hello

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Hi everyone, this is my very first attempt to keep a diary.

I've never been able to stick to any of my new years resolutions but this year I'm going to do my best to keep the diary updated....and keep you all updated too. 


Lots of love x

MLP